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What’s this episode about?
Attention (effort?) and meditation (ease?).
Can you tell me more now?
I thought you'd never ask!
I'm taking a personal tack in today's episode: I share what attention means to me and how it does or doesn't come into my meditation practice. Ease and effort take center stage for a lot of it.
I also break down 5 different types of attention (who knew?!), and next week, I'll talk about all the juicy brain activity details that show how meditation appears to help improve attention and focus.
What can I do with that?
I share my perspective and personal experience both so you can understand where I'm coming from in my teaching, but more so that you can ask whether there's any similarity in your own experience. If so, maybe this can help you create a perspective shift to make your meditation more effective... whether that's by making it "easier" or more "effortful."
I hope you’ll give it a listen:
Ready to practice the meditation? Below is the week's "full practice" episode. Click here to listen to the "how to practice" instructions.
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Last week, I guided my email subscribers to spend the week observing their breath. (Want in? Sign up below!)
Why would you want to spend time observing your breath?
Because there's strong evidence linking breath quality to physical, mental, and emotional health. And then there's my own experience.
Being "in charge" of my breath has changed. my. life.
If you're new to observing your breath, here are some ideas for where to start.
Somewhere in observing the breath, even if you don't like doing it, you're likely to meet a part of yourself worth listening to.
Like the story from one of my students who is eager to learn how to use her breath to improve her mood throughout her day.
She read through my suggestions, pulled up a chair, sat down, closed her eyes, and started observing her breath.
Within less than a minute, she felt light headed. It was disconcerting.
Remembering that there is no right way to observe self, she opened her eyes.
Within another minute, she felt better. And as she continued to pay attention to her breath, she noticed feeling grounded. Calm. With her eyes open and able to take in her surroundings, she stayed connected to her physicality.
That was quite something for her.
Now, she keeps her eyes open. And she practices observing her breath in many situations --standing in line, walking the dog, or doing the dishes.
Breath observation can help us come back to "home base."
A big part of this is responding to what you notice.
Say you notice that observing your breath makes you strain to lengthen your exhale. No good! Go ahead and switch your focus to something mundane, like what's for dinner, to give your breath a change to regain normalcy.
Then, when you're ready, you might be able to reflect a bit. Can you tell what caused you to strain? Even if you're not sure, can you change something about your approach that might help you to avoid straining?
Taking action to change your situation can be the difference between giving up and finding a way to feel comfortable inside your own skin.
Here's a basic practice that can help us all find our way --through unique experiences-- to a comfortable breath.
That's it. Sounds simple, but it's effective.
No need to take my word for it. Fit in five minutes daily (shucks, I'll take weekly), and you'll be able to tell me what it's doing for you.
Send me your comments below, I read and respond to every message. And hey, if you end up finding this useful, share it with your friends. Everyone's gotta breathe, right?
Observing with you,
I remember the very first time I performed in a dance concert. I was about 14. I was a newbie among performing veterans. I was wearing a tutu in the my most dreaded and abhorred shade of pink. I was about to go out and twinkle my toes on stage in front of the whole school. Shit, was I nervous.
My ballet training was minimal and I was completely afraid of screwing up. I felt so out of place, and really wasn't sure how I had gotten picked to be in this piece anyway. I was just an apprentice in the school dance company. I didn't like or relate to the frilly dance I was about to try to keep up with, and I couldn't stop the fright that encompassed my body and mind in those pre-show minutes backstage.
And then, the most amazing thing happened. I got through it! Not without mistakes, and not with much style, but all of sudden, I was out there and then 20 minutes later it was over. When all was said and done, nothing about it was as terrifying as anticipated. I was perfectly happy to laugh at myself and let it go.
Never again have I been nervous before performing.
Why? I don't know, but I think it has something to do with realizing a) how much I love, love love love performing and b) that whatever happens on stage is just fine. Even though I don't feel nervous, I do often feel anxious. But in a "good" or "amped up" way, in anticipation of the lovely known/unknown. That's good right? Wellll, kinda. In this state, which I think of as normal for a performance day, I might feel buzzed, but I can't really claim to be in control of my body or mind.
That's not such a great thing for a dancer. You want to be in control at all times, so whatever you do on stage is a choice (whether that has been predetermined by choreography or is being decided in the moment by mishap or improvisation). And very often, those pre-performance jitters that accompanying the anticipation of the performance, the waiting, disappear once you're dancing. Sometimes, they just submerge a level. And other times, they manage to stick with you through it all. And very often it has little to do with your dancing or preparation for the performance. More often that off-center feeling is a result of randomly popping-up thoughts or emotions from whatever's going on in your life.
So what do dancers do to combat those distractions? A solid warm up that focuses thoroughly on technique generally does a good job, because it taps the mind into the body. But that warm up usually ends at least half an hour before actually going on stage (not to mention that the best of us have chatted through the better part of our warm up and not really connected to our bodies at all), and there can be lots of sitting around once all the preparations have been made. And then because of that, most dancers have developed their own little rituals that psyche them up for the show. In my experience though, these things keep the mind occupied, but don't actually help ground and center me (and others, I believe).
What to do?! Call on yoga to the rescue!
Most of you are well aware that a balanced + gentle yoga practice can be a great part of a dancer's physical warm up, but yoga also offers great tools to take in to the dressing room for those last minutes before going on stage - any stage, be it for dancing or some other kind of performance or presentation. I'm teaching a workshop on these very techniques (Yoga + Meditation for Dancers!), August 19 at Kinespirit in NYC, and you should absolutely be there, but in the meantime I want to share a quick tool anyone can use at home (or backstage!).
Breath Awareness 101
Even after you've opened your eyes, while you're walking around and probably chatting with other performers, keep a portion of your awareness on your breath and the movement in your torso. Without needing to "psyche" yourself up to it, you should feel more relaxed and grounded just by using this simple tool.
Give it a try when next you need to feel less anxious, and then let me know how it goes in the comments below!
Dancers in NYC, if this approach sparks your curiosity, come check out my workshop designed just for you on August 17th! Can't make it but want to see me run it again? Let me know in the comments! Then keep yourself in the loop of added dates by signing up for my newsletter 🙂
Om tat sat, happy grounding + centering!